At times I feel “his feelings” almost more than my own and I wonder if I have lost myself to this person. Especially when I start feeling like I just want to go back to him and pretend none of this ever happened. In therapy he is apologetic and is saying the right things, but, as always, it doesn’t feel authentic to me. I can’t believe he thought so little of me that he would put my LIFE in danger by having sex with prostitutes. He’s now saying he’s a sex addict – that he’s been dealing w compulsive porn use for twenty years, “only rarely” surfs escort sites and “even more rarely” actually had sex w prostitutes. And in twenty years there have “only” been six (now it’s six, by the way) prostitutes. I’ve asked for transparency for us to move forward but I don’t think I’m getting it and don’t know if I ever will OR if he is being honest, if I’d be able to tell.

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Lovely Lily Lane gets the full Sexually Broken treatment, starting off on her knees tied down with a gorgeous rope collar.

Bright, well traveled, adventurous, daring – I was taken in by stories of these grand adventures he’d had in the past, picturing a life w someone filled w energy and motivation.

The real man is a hairs breadth from freaking out about the smallest thing.

He also had been having some sort of relationship w a woman he met in a coffee shop – a woman twenty years his junior.

Of course this was also “innocent” despite the fact that he had written her at least one letter, they had gone for walks together and he had offered to pick her up from work.Obviously when I confronted him, he denied everything saying he was only looking, he never touched anyone, etc. After telling him I had proof he showed me the email accounts and I found several emails to escort services requesting to set up dates.He said it was titillating to set up the dates but always cancelled them.I had become suspicious of him years ago when he received an overly friendly text from a co worker when his phone went off while he was in the shower.He played it off as nothing – they’d had lunch a few times, gone out w others for drinks (outings to which I was never invited, about which I was never told). After we were married and when I was pregnant w our first child, I looked on one of his social sites and found another overly familiar message sent to an old female friend in which he talked about how great it was to chat w her until 3am the night before. When I confronted him, he again said it was innocent and didn’t seem to understand why I was upset but agreed to stop messaging people on this site.It goes without saying, he never mentioned her to me.